Day 3

Marriage. I watched a play today, and everyone was getting married. These people knew each other for weeks and they knew they were "in love." I do understand that this is a fictional play and that stuff like this doesn't (normally) happen. But it does some times. I've heard stories of people who got married after knowing people for maybe four months. How can you really be sure that you love someone and you want to spend the rest of your lives with them after knowing them for four months?

I guess my biggest fear is choosing wrong. I have a lot of standards. I'm a VERY shallow person. I expect myself to be demanding of my wife when it comes to looks. She doesn't have to be a freaking model but she will have to be someone what decent looking and some what in shape. In other words; No, I am not a chubby chaser. Unless your name is Rosie O' Donnell, I think I can make an exception for her ;) But I feel most people would agree with me, they don't want to wake up to some old bag everyday, but maybe i'm wrong. Some people may love the feel of sweat inside of those rolls. I also believe my wife should be intelligent and can provide for herself. Not that I expect her to provide for up but I don't want her to fully depend on my income. I also would live to be able to have intelligent conversations with a woman other than "Don't my nails look pretty? How do you like my hair? etc etc boring boring." By the way, if you're reading this and you fit this description let me know.

Plus I think age is a pain in the ass. Many women want to get married at a young age, such as early twenty's. What if I meet an older girl when i'm eighteen? She's ready for marriage and I can't even drink the alcohol at our wedding. I'm not going to be ready for marriage and she's not going to be willing to wait (normally). So it's a loose loose situation. I guess that's why the men are usually older. But who am I to say? I'm not getting married.

So pretty much, i'm scared. I think marriage would be awesome, and i'd be so happy if I really met the "right person". If i'm able to find the right person. But at the same time I don't want to pick the wrong person and losing all my money and my kids in the divorce. Bottom line, if you marry me don't take my kids and money. K thanks.

The End.